Friday, January 31, 2014

Discipline of Thanks • Round 3

Finished the month of January with my list of gratitude. Not sure yet if I'll continue next month on the blog in the same manner, but I want to keep practicing this discipline daily. Each day is worth the time to reflect and learn from.

JAN24 - 3 Things Blue
  • Oliver's eyes
  • Benjamin's winter coat
  • Mirabelle's leggings
JAN25 - A Grace borrowed, Found, Inherited
  • Borrowed: Three of the longest hugs from Benjamin I’ve ever had all within the same hour. He said, “Can we do this all day long?” YES. I think we both needed it.
  • Found: More eggs in the coop. Always a pleasure!
  • Inherited: My mother's delight in simple things.
JAN26 - A Gift Before Dawn, At Noon, At Dark
  • Before Dawn: Mirabelle is officially weaned from night-time feedings and we made it through 5 really tough nights. Thank you, God, for sleep again!
  • At Noon: Leftovers that helped us get past the post-church, pre-lunch grumps. Ha.
  • After Dark: Study of Colossians, prayer and feasting with our small group across the street. This is real church.
JAN27 - 3 Gifts in the Kitchen
  • My husband, who spends so much time designing and preparing meals. I am SO THANKFUL I don’t have to worry much about this aspect of home life.
  • Amanda, who is constantly washing our dishes when she visits. I’ve learned to not object. :)
  • Our trusty, retro high-chair that all three of my children have used.
JAN28 - 3 Graces Found in Friends
  • A discussion with Danielle that helped me look hard at my strengths and see how they can also be weaknesses. 
  • Barb, who knows how I function, let's me hash out ideas and confusion alike with her and meets me where I’m at. Her friendship and our work relationship means a lot to me.
  • A husband, who models true friendship to me. It's centered on truth and allows grace to flow through all the cracks.
JAN29- A Song Heard, A Soft Word, Light Seen
JAN30- 3 Old Things Seen New
  • Watched videos of when Benjamin was still a baby toddling around and Oliver was only 3. Opened my eyes again to their sweet child natures when I tend to view them as big kids in comparison to Mirabelle. They are still so small and not much different than just a couple years ago. I hope I can still see that when they’re full-grown boys.
  • Our home. I love that snow makes every detail stand out and paints a lovely landscape to refresh your perspective.
  • My parents. Seeing this photo of them as a newly-engaged couple and Dad in the military reminds me of where they’ve come from - how they are still those same people, and yet different as well because of their life journey.
JAN31- A Gift on a Paper, In a Person, In a Picture
  • On a Paper: Jay, one of the guys in LIFE Recovery at UGM, celebrated getting his GED today! A piece of paper can go a long way in our society. Proud of these men making an effort to get back on their feet and face their past mistakes and wounds. It’s inspiring and it’s why I spend 40 hours a week in an office.
  • In a Person: Our sweet volunteer Jerry, who we haven’t seen in awhile due to age and health. Glad to give him a hug today and welcome him back.
  • In a Picture: This picture I took of Ashley, a young lady who has overcome quite a bit and is leaning on her God and pressing into relationship with the father who abandoned her. Read her testimony on UGM’s blog posted today.

Friday, January 24, 2014

Discipline of Thanks • Round 2

Ann Voskamp came up with this terrific calendar of gratitude that gives you three unique things to be thankful for in each day. It's a way of worship that raises in me an awareness of Christ's presence. If you struggle with being present or feel you've lost joy, try the remedy of gratitude.

JAN10 - A Gift Sour, Sweet, Just Right

  • Sour: This video. It leaves a sour feeling in my stomach, but the awareness of pornography and sex trafficking is severely important. I'm thankful for this film that is being made that could change the church's approach toward the problem.
  • Sweet: Homemade cookies for the Admin office from the UGM kitchen. Someone stop me from eating more of these!
  • Just Right: Oliver's Geography Class ended and what is the one class available to take its place? Jr. Astronaut Club! It's one of his dreams he has consistently talked about for the last couple of years. Going to space! He is ecstatic.
JAN11 - 3 Yellow Gifts of Fresh Mercy
  • Surprising stretches of bright sunlight on this dreary, windy day.
  • Our yellow hen, Goldy, gifted us an egg today!
  • Mirabelle's warm, post-nap glow.
JAN12 - Something Above, Below, Beside
  • Above: God's response to Moses' anxieties and questions about the future: "My presence shall go with you, and I will give you rest." Exodus 33:14
  • Beside: Sharing scriptures with my oldest from our devotionals. "Be kind and loving to each other. Forgive each other just as God forgave you in Christ." Ephesians 4:32
  • Below: The boys in their bedroom in the basement expending some of their energy and creativity on Lincoln Logs and plastic, creepy-crawly creatures. Their floor is covered.
JAN13 - 3 Things About Yourself You Are Grateful For
  • I'm very uncritical (sometimes to a fault, but I'm often very grateful for this quality as it is probably less stressful of a way to live).
  • I can easily see the big picture. It's not hard for me to step back and look at the overall situation. This is very useful when designing!
  • I always, always want to grow and change for the better, even when it's hard.
JAN14 - 3 Startling Graces of God
  • His peace in saying yes when saying no might be a more logical answer.
  • Fast progress on the next UGM newsletter. Very startling!
  • New friendships and time to cultivate it
JAN15 - A Gift Worn, Given Away, Shared
  • Worn: Shane's sweater that shrunk and sorta-kinda fits me now!
  • Given Away: a chunk of dark chocolate to my coworker in the last hour of the work day
  • Shared: A movie with creative friends - The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (TOTALLY recommend this one!)
JAN16 - 3 Witnessed Blessings
  • Other kids saying hi to Oliver at his school. He is a likable kid and it makes me happy.
  • Women & children lining up at the Crisis Shelter to check in.
  • A young mother and her daughter's vulnerability in being photographed for the Mission in order to spread the word about the enormous number of homeless women and children in our city/state/nation. She was in awe that she was chosen for the opportunity and raw in her trust that God would protect and provide for her. "I feel special."

Amanda and Daisy - Photo Credit: Jim Swoboda

JAN17 - A Gift Bringing Laughter, Prayer, Quiet

  • Laughter: Mirabelle right out of bed running with excited laughter to the living room to find her doll and squeeze it with utmost affection! It's how I feel each morning for you, sweet Mirabelle, when my eyes first open.
  • Prayer: God showed me just the verses I needed today in a comment on Ann Voskamp's Facebook page to still me as I am anxious to know God's plans saying, "Are we there yet, Dad? Are we there yet? How about now? Tomorrow? Next week?" Job 23:8-10 "Behold, I go forward, but he is not there, and backward, but I do not perceive him; on the left hand when he is working, I do not behold him; he turns to the right hand, but I do not see him. But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold."
  • Quiet: A deadline that forced my office door shut most of the day.
JAN18 - 3 Gifts From God’s Word
  • And my God shall supply all my needs...
  • Follow me.
  • God, the Lord, is my strength. ...He makes me tread on high places.
JAN19 - 3 Gifts That Might Never Have Been
  • Skipped church. Cartoons for them and rare chill time for me!
  • 3 a.m. design progress due to a restless night of weaning.
  • I almost stayed home to get some things done and I would've missed the best football game I've ever paid attention to. Plus great food and fun people. That was FUN! And Lord knows we need it. GO SEAHAWKS!
JAN20 - 3 Gifts Only Seen Close Up
  • Mirabelle’s soft baby skin and fine, wispy hair.
  • My acne that started appearing once I started weaning Mirabelle. I think the gift here is the humbling opportunity of growth in the area of self-consciousness, which is certainly something I desire freedom from.
  • Oliver’s little Angry Bird he made from scrap paper. Seeing my children be creative like this is incredibly satisfying! I can imagine more clearly now that God, our Father, receives joy from our ideas and mini-creations. :)
JAN21 - A Gift in Sky, Water, Memory
  • Sky: It’s getting lighter! It’s no longer pitch black when I leave work.
  • Water: The cute face behind this cup of water
  • Memory: A few years ago I played Quelf with my siblings and my brother got the worst scenarios dealt to him and I crack up every time I think of it. I'm sorry, Evan, for laughing...kind of.
JAN22 - A Gift Wrinkled, Smoothed, Unfolded
  • Wrinkled: Kid artwork and school papers that are overflowing our living room.
  • Smoothed: brushing Mirabelle’s hair. Makes her happy and calms her.
  • Unfolded: The mystery of when my sister is going to go to have this baby. TODAY!
JAN23 - 3 Gifts Found in Christ
  • His GRACE is sufficient and His POWER made perfect in my weakness. Mind blowing. (2 Corinthians 12:9)
  • New life - in so many ways. Welcome to the world, Ezra Neuman Hall. 7 lbs. 2 oz. 20 inches long. My sweet nephew whom I love so much already.
Photo Credit: @nocoastsurfer
  • His presence. It’s always a well that overflows and I’m never without. Can I remember that?

Friday, January 10, 2014

Discipline of Thanks

Ann Voskamp came up with this terrific calendar of gratitude that gives you three unique things to be thankful for in each day.  I may not be able to keep up with this all year, but it has been very good for me to express gratitude to my Heavenly Father for these positive and sometimes difficult pieces of life. This blog is a great place to share that. I'm thankful for my coworker, Barb, and the women in my small group who first introduced me to Ann's writings. After reading her book, One Thousand Gifts, I look at life differently and practice gratitude as a spiritual discipline to pull me through the dark, unpleasant seasons and remember moments I would otherwise forget. It's a way of worship that raises in me an awareness of Christ's presence. If you struggle with being present or feel you've lost joy, try the remedy of gratitude. Read Ann's story, or her blog, or just start making a long, long, list of thanks day in and day out. The easy and the hard things.

JAN1 - 3 Gifts Heard
  • The children giggling and dancing to those familiar Sunday school songs.
  • Benjamin's singing that haunting song from The Hobbit as he closed his eyes and fell asleep, "Far over the misty mountains cold, to dungeons deep and caverns old."
  • My husband playing Lincoln Logs in the other room as all the kids are asleep.
JAN2 - A Gift Outside, Inside, On a Plate
  • The sky. That ever-changing dome of light, color, texture and wind we are blessed to live under and unceasingly in awe of, every - single - day.
  • A free Christmas-style lunch AFTER the holidays (and the heart of Derek, our new kitchen supervisor at UGM, who created it)
  • Inside a dressing room - rare time to shop alone…and try things on!
JAN3 - 3 Gifts You Overheard
  • "The best thing to do with neighbors like that is to tell them you're praying for them and be in good relationship with them." (She gave him a knitted hat and invited him to Christmas dinner with her husband. He got arrested Christmas Eve.)
  • My little ones playing in the background on the other end of a phone conversation with my husband.
  • I heard my sister-in-law wants to meet up for lunch/coffee next week!
JAN4 - A Gift Old, New, Blue
JAN5 - Something You're Reading, Making, Seeing
  • Reading Jesus Calling every morning - gift from Amanda that we are both reading
  • Making Oliver's bed. Again. I'd do it thousands of times more.
  • Seeing Downton Abbey season premiere! The only show I actually get excited about. Truly a masterpiece!
JAN6 - One Thing in Your Bag, Your Fridge, Your Heart
  • A handwritten card from Dave in my bag for my 5-year work anniversary.
  • My fridge: Dairy. Cutting it from Oliver's diet? Could be an answer for us!
  • "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength." Isaiah 40:31
JAN7 - 3 Graces from People You Love
  • Benjamin's insistent goodbye kiss. I dare not miss it.
  • A confiding friend sharing her hope and fear.
  • My husband who insists we hash out our issues. "Don't ever think I don't want to talk to you. It's not true."
JAN8 - Dusky Light, Surprising Reflection, Lovely Shadow
  • Submit, Revive, Peace. Words God gave me to prepare the way and open my heart to receive His will for this year. The way is unclear, but the words give "dusky light."
  • The flashback (reflection) I had when putting a Breathsaver in my mouth, of Dad giving me Certs at church when I was little. A little something to hold me over until lunch time! All the smells and atmospheres of church flood back.
  • This verse has shown up 3 different times today, like a "lovely shadow" following me around. "Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." 1 Thessalonians 5:18 
JAN9 - A Gift Held, Passed By, Sat With

  • I held Benjamin on the floor of the bathroom at UGM as we fell over with laughter. One of the best moments of 2014 so far. He seemed to enjoy my laughter as much as I did his and we could hardly stop!
  • Passed by Paul today in the Men's Shelter dining room. He spent 37 years in prison and is learning to live in the real world again. He makes a point to say hello every time he sees me.
  • My dental hygienist, Nadia, whom I sat with this morning. A sister in Christ, and someone so similar to me!